Wednesday, July 13, 2011
So a very stressful day. I did get a 1 cc fill. Starting off. Can not notice any difference obviously. I have gained back 10 lbs since february. I am sooo depressed with this. I actually cried to my surgeon today. I am so scared of being filled and having issues. Cried about gaining weight back and that I am scared I am going to keep gaining. He is going to keep working with me and says that they have not stopped supporting me and that they are here for me... He was a great support. So I try this little fill out for a month and will be going back in for hopefully another cc. I am going to continue to try to keep this weight roller coaster going, but like I told him I can not do it without the band. I need the help and support and the band.