Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Unfill so sad
Tomorrow I go for a little un-fill. So sad. But everything hurts going down throughout the stoma. I think it maybe raw in there if that is possible. Even chai latte hurts right now. Pout. I am at 5.5 ccs in a 10 cc band I am going to ask to go back to 5 ccs maybe 4.5 ccs then wait a month or too and slowly get refilled.
Anyone else have this issue and what did they do... I do not have the heart burn anymore just hurts to eat and drink... Curious to see how much I lost from last week to this week on the doctors scale. I am definitely showing down on mine. Will check my weight in the morning again..
I just want to find my sweat spot. At 5.20 ccs I eat smaller portions but was hungry quicker then I should have been. Every 2 hours I wanted to eat. I am defiantly not wanting food now. I do not feel hungry at all... So I am thinking I am pretty swollen.. I thinking I have been lying to myself that I did not need an un-fill but man it hurts. So off I will go tomorrow. So sad.. LOL.. My sweet spot is probably at 5.30 ccs lol.. Anyways.. Will let you know how it goes. Hope this time they get the hole right away. Cause I am still bruised from the fill. Take care all..