Wednesday, April 7, 2010
So this is restriction????
Well I think if my fill stays as is I can honestly say I am at my sweet spot. I can barely eat a cup of food at a time and I am now staying full longer. So yes my fill was just yesterday so we will see in two weeks if this sticks.. I can feel water slowly going through as well. I actually won't mind if it it is swollen and is does go down just a bit... I almost feel like the food is in there too long and am feeling like a mild heart burn feeling.. HMMMM
Tonight as I sat here and eat my canned beans in tomato sauce with mashed potatoes, I was actually grieving not being able to gobble my food down anymore. I sat here thinking that is never going to happen ever again. I will never go out to a pasta joint and hork out on my favorite dish. I will never devour a cheese burger and so on you get the picture. So tonight I am saying goodbye to those days and hello to the small servings. I know the big servings got me fat but dang I will miss those days.
Anyways no one ever told me being a soccer mom was full time job. We have fundraisers up the wazooo. Two nights of practice and then the tournaments. Woozers.... So I am off to type up some soccer stuff. Goodnight all.. Will see how this fill affects my weight on friday... I think I am going to stick to liquids and mushies for a few days. I do not want to get any tighter then I already am... Scary stuff...