Feeling sad but only a few days to go

This is me like hmmm 9 months ago. My first time golfing. Wow...

This is me the other day.. What a difference. I at least finished the 9 holes rather than 9 months ago I only finished only half of the 9 holes.
This is me in my new oakleys. I have never owned a pair. SO these are my new babies. They are the breast cancer ones. LOVe them.

Now onto why so gloomy. I have noooo restriction. The .7 that was removed made a huge difference. I can eat everything... I am trying my darndest to not stick everything in my mouth. But definitely feel like I am failing.. I go up and down a pound which is not bad. But what this has taught me is why I could not do this without my friend Diva. She made most of this possible and I can not wait until wednesday to get her filled up and back up and running. I depend on her soooo much.. I so want that 60 lbs gone.

I am also pouting about my toe. It has been 3 weeks now and it is still swollen and sore. Like seriously it is just a toe. I do not fit my runners. All I fit is flip flops and even those are hard to fit. I want to get back at the exercising.. All this week I have felt like old habits are hard to get rid of because I feel like I am that lazy person I was sitting on the couch. Mind you I have gotten out and accomplished a few things like golfing for my second time, hiking around the lake and just trying to keep moving to some extent, but do I ever pay for it. My poor toe and foot swell up..

So this post is all about feeling sorry for myself. I also just want to get this show on the road. I hate feeling like old habits are coming back....

Hope everyone is doing great. Will try catch up..